I got smashed. And I didn't even plan to. How hilarious is that? I mean really?

Here's how it all unfolded...

I was at Erin's house, movie watching and dinner eating, etc. etc. I got a text from the beloved Emily, that read quote, unquote: We need more people, come to Brittney's.
And 20 minutes later, after clearing things with the parentals and stealing the car, I was there. And then I proceeded to lose my Jager Bomb viriginity, three times, and other amounts of alcohol were consumed, DDR was played, and we all sat around the kitchen having philosophical discussions (no joke). Fun night I must say. And the strangest thing of all: I never threw up and I didn't have a hangover....Weird. Peace.

People: Defined by life and death, and love inbetween....

It was a strange light out this morning. Dark with rain clouds hanging in the sky, but a patch of sun had broken through. Illuminating the damp, green light hovering in the air. The leaves are all changing. This is my favourite time of year. Absolute favourite. 

I had a great time last night. I went for a walk. To nowhere in particular. Just walking. Through some forest and fields. It was lovely. The down side to all this niceness. I have to work in half an hour. Gurrr. Not looking forward to that at all. But I do need the money.

I can't wait to go and see my pony tonight! She was so amazing in our last lesson on Thursday. We did a bounce and some flying lead changes. She was amazing and Mme is very proud of us! Oh I can't wait to show next year OMFG!

I'm tired. Like every other teenager in the world. And I say that alot. I'm such a whiner. And the worst part of it is that I am tired and don't want to do my homework, but I can find the energy to sit in front of my computer and type this. Damnit.

Well this weekend has been sort of meh. Yes, meh. Friday night was the big highlight. I went to Michael's after school and hung out there for a while. It was raining so we couldn't go to the fair, which was the original plan. Instead we played with firecrackers in his backyard, and lit Roman Candles, that was fun and sated my pyromaniatic needs for about a month or so. After that we went for a walk and sat down by the Warf. It was a nice night, though it was cool it was clear and beautiful. We wandered uptown and met JoJo and then Raph and went to the show. We (well they) decided that we were going to see Halloween. Great. Haha, it was actually an ok movie. A little overly gory but meh, that's what it was supposed to be about so I suppose it was ok. 

After the film was out we decided to go to Bill's Pizza. Yeah it was 11:30 at night but they were open and we ordered two pizzas. One for Jojo and I, sans any form of meat products. And one for Raph and Michael, avec meat for Michael and pineapple and hotpeppers for Raph. It was a nice meal. Our waitress was stoned out of her mind, either that or she was just a true space cadet. It was so much fun though. *sigh* I love good times like these. These times rock my socks. Well I'd best get started my English Essay that is due tomorrow. Haha, Toodles!

Agh, today was amazing. Today should defiantely hook up with another amazing day and make amazing day babies and fill the future world with days just like this one. This morning, it all began of course, as any day does. I got up early for once, haha. It was nice. The morning routine was nicely punctuated by a lovely bowl of oatmeal, I *heart* hot oatmeal on cold fall mornings. 
The morning classes pasted by without a hitch, I got my Physics Problem Set underway and clarified with the teacher that I did indeed do it correctly and it was SO hard! I am so amazingly happy with myself! WHOOP WHOOP I might not fail Physics! OMFG! 
Anywho, so with that under my belt lunch was the best part. The sun was warm and JoJo, Michael, Raph and I went out and lied on the grass outside. It was fun just relaxing and forgetting about school. Raph got some "lesbian pictures" for the school yearbook, because according to him he will not stand a school yearbook with no lesbian pictures, so he had JoJo and I hug and look shocked, like he had intruded on something much bigger than a hug. It was hilarious. Sigh. Today was amazing. Toodles.

I'm off to work in a matter of minutes and I am still not dressed yet, but I wanted to make a quicky little post. My week thus far:

Monday: Boring, worked. I had to leave early to make my 4:30pm drivers appointment for my first in-car session. In this session Simon confessed that there won't be much to teach me. Great, I'm thinking, just a fucking waste of my time, his time, and my money. Dang. Oh well.

Tuesday: NO WORK OMFG! I had my first Link!Crew training session. Got to school at my usual time of 8:00am and had to wait around until 8:30am to begin our activities. Link! is alot of fun. At least I had a smashing time. Just alot of feel good activities being played, and challenges being met. I think the program is really good of the grade nines. At least I hope it is. Then I went to the Wabora with Kenzie and Jo-Jo. We had a gloriously loverly time. Then we went and hung out at the Independent with Jo's mum and Raphie. After that I screamed down the highway for my lesson at 5:00pm and made it just in time. Mme. KILLED ME! But we got to jump! It was amazing!

Wednesday: A rinse and repeat of Tuesday Link!Crew wise. After I met up with Michael, and hung out at the school. I saw a bunch of my friends who I sadly have not contacted over the summer. I had a Student Services appointment for 3:00pm and I changed my classes around. My time table goes as follows:

Semiester 1
Period A: Grade 12 University English - Mrs. McKenzie
Period B: Grade 12 University Physics - Mr. Bagshaw
Lunch: 65 minutes WHOOP WHOOP!
Period C: Spare! YES!
Period D: University Writer's Craft - MR. O'T *squeeeee*

Semiester 2
Period A: World Issues - Ms. McCreary!
Period B: Philosophy - Mr. Liadus, oh dear.
Lunch: Again 65 minutes, amazing.
Period C: Spare!
Period D: Grade 12 University Biology - Mrs. Reid

Yes I like the sounds of that schedule. Anywho then I went down with my mummy and Michael to Gravenhole for my hair cut. Yes my hair is short again. Very short haha! Connie was cute and thought Michael was a keeper. I think so too. Indeed. Then I went to the barn and lunged little girl for a while, wasn't awake enough to ride haha.

Thursday: Woke up at 5:00am to make it to the Link! day for grade nine orientation. All-in-all I think our group of grade nines did very well. I am conent in that. After that was said and done with. I met up with Kenzie at the school and proceeded to take her around until we saw the creeper and we made a mad dash through the gym and out to the Oliver's and out the community centre exit to try and avoid him. Not on mates. Then we took the back roads back to her house in cause he followed. We then packed up some more of her belonings for her trip to UofO. I will miss her muchly. I hope I can go to see her with Jo-Jo. It will be so much fun. Then I walked back to the school, alone, having left Kenzie with her family. I met my mum and we went down to the barn. I had a very good ride. Dipper is doing so well. I cannot wait to show her next summer. Once we were done there we went back to B-bridge where my mum dropped me off at Michael's. We had diner and then went to the late show and met Jo and Raphie. We watched Hairspray (yes I know I said I would never see it but jo really wanted too) and it happened to be a sing-along. Yes I sang, it was fun. We then hung out in the park after it was over, Michael and I concluded walkign back to his house that Jo is a very very cool cat. Yes, indeed.

All-in-all it has been a very very good week. I like.

"I will always keep your marbles. Go and be safe, come home."

I went and played with my beautiful little girl this evening. I originally went out with intensions to ride or lunge her, but I just ended up cuddling with her and grooming her. She is such a good, patient girl. I am very proud of both her and myself, Mme is continually mentioning how happy she is with or progress. I am bursting! So there isn't much to report in the life of mine. Not much at all. I work all the time it seems.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children. Hates children. (Stole from Jaden, who is in fact NOT DED!)

Freaking how those things are so very true to my personality. Argh. I'm tired. Just thought you would all like to be let in on that little secret. My complaints. So yeah, I just got back from SHOPPING! Whoop whoop. So many new good CD's to keep my attention for the next little while. 

Well school is fast approaching (gag me with a spork) and I'm all in a tissy. I really just wish summer would last forever. Though I do dearly miss all of my friends. I am a terrible person, I haven't hung out with many people this summer. Well I am going for the L!nk training on the 28-30th, shall be fun, and bring on the masses of grade nines and we shall escort them through the halls and classrooms. 

*Sigh* I am so happy ^_^ 

Seriously I fell like an ass because I haven't made ANY effort to hang out with people this summer. BUT it has been one of the best, if not the best summer of my life. If only summer was a forever kind of time. Well I suppose I should rant about some of the reasons my summer has been so good... Well here goes.

At the beginning, not even summer time, I met Michael on the Europe!Trip and had a wee bit of a crush on him, (honestly how could I have resisted the RED!hair?) but I figured nothing would come out of it as my crushes usually go...nowhere. And now I could not be happier. YEAH! 

And then I sold Winston. I know that doesn't sound like a happy event but I honestly could not be more pleased with him new home and mummy. I am so proud of the little bugger. He and his new mum are showing in Kentucky now! OMG! *bursts with pride!* And now I have a new mare. A truly beautiful animal and a very fun project. She is doing amazingly well. I am so happy. She has come so far in a very short amount of time. Just remembering not even 2 months ago we were on the lunge line and not even close to learning how to stear let alone start jumping! (Yes Mme. is starting us over fences in a couple of weeks!!!) 

I got to see Marty again. That was a really special part of my summer. I have missed that kid so much and anytime we spend together is cherished because that kid always leaves. He's a leaver. I have also been able to hang out with Colline and Mary-Emily and Persephone this summer. Only a little bit. I wish it could have been more but sometimes work schedules don't always coincide. Terrible excuse, terrible.

And finally I have been working to pay for my pony. Yes I am so very proud of myself. I am actually taking on all horse related expenses. Including paying her board, her monthly payment to actually pay for her haha, and for any other extra costs i.e vet, farrier, the works. Yeah go me. Wow I am modest. This whole post has been nothing but gloating. Dang. Sorry.

PS
Colline my dear we are going riding and you my friend are going to meet Dipper if it's the last thing I do!

So last night I had just gotten back from the movie store with Michael and my mum phones. My dog had gotten to know a prickly neighbour of ours and was on his way to the vets. Yes he met a porcupine, and was not well recieved. He was a pin cushion from the chest up and had to be sedated and cut apart to try and get them all out. Silly boy. So my night was spent looking after said dog, keeping him on one floor (wasn't allowed to use the stairs because of the stitches) I also slept on the couch in the living room so that I could keep an eye on him and help him out when he needed. So my night wasn't quite as restful as I was hoping, meh. I haven't slept a full night all summer. Isn't that what summer is supposed to be? Sleeping in and being a lazy bag of shit?

Anywho. I think I am going to try to get to sleep early tonight *chuckles* yeah right. Have a wonderful evening all you people! 

PS, Colline I will meet you at HomeDepot @ 5:30pm Sunday?

Well I haven't posted in a while...Hurm. 

I miss Marty. This is not cool guys. Not cool at all. I try not to think about it but, yeah it happens. 

Onto a happier subject. This summer is almost over. (Yes, I know this doesn't sound like a happier subject, maybe I'm just not in a happy mood?) It is happy, because this summer has been a truly amazing one. Most of the sumer has been me working my ass off, you know gotta pay the bills. But I have also got to spend my summer training with Mme, with my beautiful new mare. That has gone shashingly! I also get to hang with Colline and Michael and Marty when he was around. *sigh* It's been a good one! That's for sure. 

Well I realise this is a short post but I have to be at work in a few minutes. Toodles!

I have just arrived home from Trooper Darryl Caswell's candle lighting vigil at Memorial Park.  

I must say it was beautiful. Tears of many feel in Darryl's name. I was so happy to be there for Jo and her mother. I know that it sort of isn't my place, as to the fact that I never got the chance to meet Darryl, but I must admit, knowing him through the stories and memories shared by Jo and her mother has been quite an experience in itself. Seeing the love and real impression that he left behind in his family friends and pretty much anyone he came into contact with is overwhelming. I wish I could have met him, known him. He was a true hero, who loved and sacrificed for that love. He was always a joker, a smile always on his face, tonight Jo's hair caught alight and the first thing she said was Darryl would be laughing his ass off at me right now, he probably did it.

Seeing as I am one of our only members who happens to be in fact souless, I am going to share my experience with you all.

Well we signed the "soul adoption" papers and nothing really happened. I continued on my marry little way, went to math class, hated it, and was bored out of my skull as usual. My nose ached a little. Which I must say was the only odd thing that occured after the parting of my flesh and soul.

I am in love with that song. Go listen, it will not disapoint...FUCK.

Anywho, I had a wonderful day off for the first time in like 6 days straight. I can't wait to get my pay check and spend it on a new, (and muchly needed) Charles Owen helmet. Alas my current helmet does NOT fit me, *sigh* and that is not a good thing with a 4 year old hannovarian thoroughbred cross, yeah no. Well a little update, Dipper is AMAZING. I am in love, seriously. We are now riding completely w/t/c off the lunge line with little fussing, and today was our first ride with another horse and rider in the ring, and she took the new distractions with ease. Brilliant. 

After our lesson today I went and hung out with Micheal and we watched two of my favourite movies, Girl, Inturrupted and The Jacket. Two amazing movies. Yeah I know how to pick 'em! ; ) Well I hung out there all afternoon, waiting to go to see HP again with Colline and Jaden. Guess what, I got there, at 10 to 7 and bought my ticket, figuring they went in and got seats, I went in and looked in every cinema and then asked JoJo if she had seen them, she said no. So yeah I definately feel stood up, because Colline specifically e-mailed me telling me Jaden and she were going and to join if I wanted and I e-mailed back, blah blah blah. Meh I don't care. I just walked back to Micheal's and knocked pathetically on the door. Wah poor me ; ) 

Anywho, it's been an eventfull, but relaxing day. Now I'm tired and need to go to bed.

So wow, I have to be at work in like 15 minutes, meh. I hate work. But that's not new news. This is going to be a short post. Life is good, how is yours? Comment LUUURVE! She's a cutie! ; )

Well, this is my first day off in quite a while and I am enjoying it muchly. 

This morning I went to the barn and had a very wonderful lesson with Mme. We worked some new stuff into our daily program. Now I have plenty of homework to work on with little girl. I am very excited, everytime I go out forward progress is made, and I get more and more excited for next show season. There has been some talk of taking her to nothing but Trillium shows, OMG! Trillium Dressage and Hunter, *dies*, sometimes I wish Mme wouldn't have so much faith in me. Don't get me wrong I might to very well but that will be because of Dipper not my hunter riding abilities haha. I am so out of shape right now, dear me. I am starting full into my training program tonight though, seriously I need to get ontop of this!

In other news I am super excited for a FFF outing, coming to a theatre near you! Definately have been missing them, and god Marty where the fuck are you! Gurr this kid has pissed me off completely! He needs a talking too. Well I am going to have a nap man, I'm pooped. Toodles!

I haven't posted on here in a million years it seems. For good reason. I have been so busy. Work. Ride. Hang out. Eat. Sleep. Rinse and repeat! And somehow I have found no time to fit my LJ in. A shock I know. Well I'm sure I will get over it, I know for a fact.
The strangest thing, I have had Soundgarden stuck in my head all day. Black Hole Sun, to be exact. I haven't heard that song in at least a decade. So strange how little things that we don't even aknowledge at the time can pop into our heads later in life. 
As I said earlier I have been busy, doing what seems like a whole lot of nothing (except for the riding and hanging part) work sucks as per usual. But hey it pays the bills. I guess I can't complain haha! Wackie is a hoot and Steph and Josh keep things entertaining, but Jay could go away sometimes...Boys, shpfft. 

*Dipper Update* So I fell off her for the first time the other day, yes total pilot error and I bit the dust because of it. Haha, I totally deserved it! It was fun and she was very sensible about the whole ordeal, she stood calmly and didn't flip (thank goodness). I have some more pictures, I finally finished pulling her mane so she doesn't look so scruffy and she has darkened up and put so weight on, I'm so happy! I have to go to bed, work tomorrow *gag*
 

*Sigh* I am so happy. 

It's been a while. Seriously, I am overjoyed, and everything is making sense again. The summer is a welcome time after a hectic school year. Yes indeed. 

Well a little update on how my beautiful is doing. My Little Dipper, pretty girl! Mme and I have started right into her new training program, which includes 10 minutes of lunging (5 each direction) and then around 10-15 minutes of riding on the lunge line. I must say (though I am a little bias (sp?)) she is an AMAZING mare. No kidding she is very smart and athletic. I have ridden her twice and she is bloody AWESOME! She is very rhythmical, and that is such a bonus cause you can't really teach a horse rhythm. She was such a good girl yesterday that Mme desided that we could go for a little canter, and she is so freaking brilliant. She is very balanced for an untrained horse. She is going to be an amazing horse, I can't wait. Mme is hoping to have me riding her off the lunge line by the end of July! WHOOP WHOOP! Then the fall and winter months will be spent doing more serious work once the stearing and stopping in down pat. Ok so enough ranting about the pony. 

Well I have my drivers in class crap to do both this week and next week, and I have to break it to my boss today that I can't work on those days, but Wackie loves me so I'm sure she will get over it. Well I'm off, no rest for the wicked! Muhahaha...tough, tough...

I am going to get my pony today! In two hours to be exact. I am so excited (if you all haven't noticed yet). I cannot wai to start working with her and Mme. She is very excited too, no mater what she says I know she misses the horses. Well Norma is bringing her at around 10am so I have to be at the barn a little early cause I still have to drop off all my tack and supplies. Ok so below is a picture of my baby!

Adorable, no? Haha. So I have a feeling I'm going to be a little black and blue all summer with this mare, cause she is fast and has dumped both Sue and Mme, and they are by far a million times better at riding than I am, so dang. It is going to be so much fun spending my summer at the barn under Mme's metaphorical wing. Well I'm off! BWAH!